The Easiest Habits Are The Hardest To Break

chadrox@gmail.com — Thu, 24 Nov 2005 14:38:51 GMT

Damn I haven't updated this thing in like two months... I been to busy on myspace which is http://www.myspace.com/dceet <--- right there.

So whats been going on in my neck of the woods? A couple things. First, Heather and I have been together for 3 years as of November 17, 2005. Oh incase you didn't realize it, we worked things out and are now back to being the happy couple we have been.

Second, I'm still in school. Infact I just got done my second class and now I'm Fiber Optics Certified... Gonna start looking for a job with that. Hopefully I find one cause my job is the big SUXz0R!

Third, yesterday Evan, Derek, and myself all went to the avenue to enjoy some Starbuck's Coffee. Well when we were walking back to the car Evan couldn't find his keys. Come to find out dumbass left the keys in his car while the car was running. Thankfully he didn't lock his doors.

Well I gotta jet, family is going to be here soon.

chadrox@gmail.com — Mon, 26 Sep 2005 04:24:18 GMT

I haven't updated this thing in awhile so lets give it a shot shall we? First and foremost, karma is indeed a bitch. Second off I'll steal your bitch and slap the black off your ass.

On to better news... school is going terrible.. I have so much homework its not even funny. My first six weeks is almost up so that means I'll be getting a new course and certification, yay! Besides the tests and homework school actually isn't that bad.

I started dating Angie but I don't think it worked out to well and we just kinda decided that being friends would be better. I do have feelings towards her but it just seems like all we did was argue and get upset at each other.

Evan got in a car accident tonight but hes going to be ok, hes a little shaken up but hey atleast he finally got his pills lol.

Not to much else to say really... I've been really depressed lately with everything thats been going on lately but I'm starting to get a little better.

chadrox@gmail.com — Mon, 12 Sep 2005 23:50:44 GMT

Went to six flags yesterday and on the way back got stuck in deadskins traffic... well I was tired as fuck so I pulled over and let Angie drive my truck... well When I stood up my cell must've been laying on my shirt and fell out.

I've searched ALL over my truck... tried calling it, texting it, leaving a voice mail... blah. Of course apparently I didn't get insurance on my phone either (which is bull cause I remember the guy asking me and me saying yes). So I'm either going to have to fork out the money for a new phone or just pay the $150 to get my shit turned off. Either way I'm fucked.

Not to mention I owe school $200 and $278 for car insurance... $101 for last month's cell phone bill. Argh :-(

chadrox@gmail.com — Thu, 25 Aug 2005 02:27:39 GMT

Ascension

All around me, clouds of black...
I'm so alone, where you at?
Depression slowing turning into mental aggression...
I can't go on living this lie, I'm about to make a confession...
My life is shit and I feel like dying,
I'm sick of this place and I'm tired of trying...

Everywhere I turn its a dead end,
I'm so alone; I'm lacking a friend,
See past the fake smile and into the real frown,
Its all turning dark, dark... I can't hear a sound,
My own personal paradise stashed away in hell,
But if you ask me how I am, the answer is swell.

Grab my hand I want to be saved,
I'm so alone, my mind and emotions have caved,
Listen to me, I'm reaching out,
Don't let me be the one you doubt,
Help me, this isn't for attention,
Its to late... I've begun my ascension.

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I never really post poetry on here...

chadrox@gmail.com — Wed, 24 Aug 2005 10:14:00 GMT

holyyyyyyyyyyyyyy shit I just had THE weirdest dream ever.

chadrox@gmail.com — Mon, 15 Aug 2005 03:04:20 GMT

And then the plot thickened... Heather broke up with me last night which was kind of out of the blue, and I've been depressed but I think I'll make it through. She wants to still be friends but its to hard of a thing to do for me... I've been through this situation before... oh I dunno about almost 3 years ago... I know the friend thing never works out.

And I know your all thinking that we will go back out, but honestly I'm not sure I want that anymore... I've just put alot of thought into this and I've realized that this is sort of becoming routine now... And I also have been through that before... almost 3 years ago :-p I just see shit crumbling down and I don't want that because I would like to save whatever is there and I'm to close to Heather/Her family to lose it all. I wish she would have talked to me about all this instead of just surprising the shit out of me. Oh well nothing I can do.

chadrox@gmail.com — Fri, 05 Aug 2005 04:26:06 GMT

I wish for once in my life I could have the perfect day. No fighting, no arguing, everything just perfect. But we all know that would never happen, especially to one Chad Dombrowski. My path is never straight, there are CONSTANTLY curves... but thats what makes life... well life. I took this whole week off and got NOTHING accomplished. I didn't get signed up for college, didn't figure out what I'm doing about my job, I just don't fucking know anymore.

I just want to be rich. Filthy fucking rich.. so fuckin rich that they would have to make up a new word to describe my wealth. I try to front like I'm some big happy fat retard but I'm really not. I hate my life most days. People call me fat ass, fat polock, yada yada... and I try to front like that shit don't hurt but it does. Ya all act like I don't know I'm fat... I don't have to be reminded of it 239839843 times a fuckin day.

Fuck it, I'm just done.

chadrox@gmail.com — Sat, 30 Jul 2005 16:06:11 GMT

Birthday went well, got some money and a couple gifts. Wasn't really expecting anything so I can't complain. I have this whole week off... NO idea wtf I'm gonna do.

I'm gonna hop in the shower... oh by the way. Thanks to all said Happy Birthday, fuck those of you that didn't.

chadrox@gmail.com — Sun, 24 Jul 2005 17:00:54 GMT

So its sunday, and I'm at work again :-(

Oh well, just got to make it till thursday and then I'm off for 10 days, w00t.

Don't have much to write about today really... I was reading a bunch of my old journal entries and I used to be such an interesting person, what the hell happened?

I wish I could get in contact with Matt Wheltle... miss that mofo :-(

Haven't seen Heather since friday, and probably won't see her tonight since shes working...

I want to go to see Devil's Rejects and Wedding Crashers... who wants to go? Oh well. I'm out.

So its saturday morning...

chadrox@gmail.com — Sat, 23 Jul 2005 14:00:25 GMT

And I'm at work... boo urns. Its boring as blue balls man. Ah well atleast there are only 3 people here including myself. Not much has been going on lately, just mainly updating to say I'm still alive...

Seen Charlie and the Chocolate Factory last weekend.. decent but definately no match for the original... my birthday is this friday yay... Starting on my birthday I have off of work til August 8th which is cool beans. Tryin to get myself motivated enough to go fill out paperwork for college... isn't working to well... I'll update more later.

chadrox@gmail.com — Sat, 16 Jul 2005 10:30:53 GMT

So I've been up all night and I'm still not tired... Only things I've accomplished this fine evening/morning:

-Went to Denny's
-Washed my windows
-Wrote this poem/rap/whatever

Skeet Skeet

I'm in the mood for sushi, I'm talking all I can eat/
Won't stop til your pants and drawers are down round your feet/
Its gettin Hot and heavy, sweat drippin from my balls/
Ain't gonna stop until I bust this nut and
skeet skeet on your momma's walls/

Round and round, side to side/
Flip it over and hit it like a ball/
Switch it up and now your on top/

Stop tryin to front like you don't want me to tap that ass/
I can see through your bullshit like windex on glass/
I'll lay it down slow jam style, talkin bout how I need you
in my life/
After I beat it up, please don't call my phone askin
to be my wife/

Round and round, side to side/
Flip it over and hit it like a ball/
Switch it up and now your on top/

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Definately going to see Charlie and the Chocolate Factory today, w00t w00t.

chadrox@gmail.com — Tue, 12 Jul 2005 20:09:32 GMT

So I haven't updated this thing in forever it seems... Went down to the ocean this past weekend and had a kick ass time... came back with one more piercing then I had when I left...

Yea me and Heather's friend Angie got our tongues pierced while we were down there... I'm kinda scared cause the ball on top is like leaving a indent on my tongue... but people say its normal so whatever. Just for the record, the bottom ball is my labret ring and not my tongue.

Guess thats it really... I'll update with more later.

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chadrox@gmail.com — Sat, 18 Jun 2005 13:16:06 GMT

I'm not exactly sure at what point exploring a "haunted psychiatric hospital" sounded good to me last night, but apparently it did. That was fun, and nothing bad really happened there... We decided we would go see Baltimore's "Hell House" while we were 4 exits away from it.

Well that was all fine and dandy... Had to walk up this big ass hill, and when you get to the top there isn't much to see but some buildings that are slowing collapsing. We've been there before so it wasn't nothing new.. There is also a HUGE black cross just chilling in the middle of the woods that I wanted to go see since it was really creepy...

So Katie, Evan, Rob and I were just standing there trying to figure out how to get back on path when all of a sudden we heard fuckin gun shots... In the middle of Hell House, at 2:30 AM... with no one else around. At first we thought they were shotgun shots, but then it hit me that 6 of them went off in a matter of seconds from each other and it sounded like an automatic weapon.

I ain't gonna lie to ya all... I think I shit my pants 3 times at this point... All I could fuckin think about was Wrong Turn and Texas Chainsaw Massacre... I fuckin BROKE for the car... I'm like 6'3 275 lbs, but I was running like I was fuckin Jamal Lewis 15 yards away from winning the super bowl....

Man that was seriously the most scariest moment of my life.

chadrox@gmail.com — Mon, 06 Jun 2005 03:14:46 GMT

Man I'm so broke its not even funny... I'm spending money and not even paying attention to what I'm spending it on. I get paid this friday, but until then I have 12 bucks in my bank account. Bally's was suppose to refund me the money I spent signing up for that shit, but they haven't yet AND they took out 60 bucks for the first month. Gay.

I got a new cell phone so get at me on AIM if you want the number... EtchedOutInChalk

I guess thats it really.

chadrox@gmail.com — Mon, 23 May 2005 00:36:49 GMT

I took Heather to see Star Wars friday night... jesus christ that movie owned balls. Heather, who has never even really seen Star Wars, enjoyed it. Seriously guys go check it out.

Friday at work I learned that there putting another room upstairs, which means its going to be my room. Now I'm fine and dandy with that EXCEPT I barely get done my work with two rooms. And its going to be a mouse room... GAY.

Oh well enough bitching, time for some Xbox loving.

EDIT:

Also R.I.P to Lopez of Kirk, Mark, and Lopez. You kept me entertained many mornings.

chadrox@gmail.com — Fri, 13 May 2005 20:53:14 GMT

So we got another dog..

Its a 9 month old Pitbull. We got it from some girl named Kara or something that goes to Kenwood cause her and my cousin broke up lol. Meh, thats all for now.

bahaha ownage.

chadrox@gmail.com — Fri, 06 May 2005 20:21:05 GMT

In a galaxy far, far away... Master Yoda has urgent news for Obi Wan...

"Master Obi Wan, talk to you I mu..."

"..."

"Locked the door, you should have."

chadrox@gmail.com — Wed, 04 May 2005 23:10:32 GMT

Hot? Or gay?

chadrox@gmail.com — Sun, 24 Apr 2005 13:39:25 GMT

Man this weekend was excellent if I must say. Friday night Me and Matt went with a bunch of people to Hooters. I was ripped off because I ordered a burger that was supposively according to the menu "more then a mouthful"... So I was expecting some humungous burger and out comes this rinky dink of a burger. Oh well it was good times. After that Matt, Justin, and I went to Lenny's apartment and since he wasn't home we decided to break in. Chilled there for awhile and that was my friday night.

Last night Heather, Matt and I went to Fridays... I got the Triple Jack Combo... it was sooo good but a damn lot of food. Went to the mall and acted like a jackass but it was all in good fun. Suppose to be taking Heather shopping today but I dunno if she still wants to go? Oh well I'm out, pZ.

Heres the latest and greatest from me!

chadrox@gmail.com — Thu, 14 Apr 2005 03:25:21 GMT

Media's Tool

Kick the door off the casket, escape from my cold grave,
My minds been buried for so long, treated like a slave,
Time to get the flow going, and generate a masterpiece,
All I need is an idea and a place to let my thoughts release,
So sick of hearing about the world, its making me depressed,
All the talks of war and murder is leaving me stressed,
I'm an individual; I'm not going to be the media's tool,
You can't feed me this shit, I won't eat it,
The news media is trying to reach me but they've failed to transmit,
I don't want to hear about no god damned war, no god damned bombings,
Won't listen about no god damned Terri Schiavo or whatever else
the world brings,
This is coming from a troubled youth; excuse me for speaking the truth,
Seems like lately mass murder and tragedy is the world's new trend,
Step back and take it all in, realize that time is running out, were almost
to the end.

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Sorry for not putting it in an LJ-Cut but excuse me for being tired... Let me know what ya all think. Go up Overlea and see the play tomorrow-saturday! Full update tomorrow.

chadrox@gmail.com — Tue, 05 Apr 2005 21:52:11 GMT

Lets give it an update shall we?

Well lets talk about this past weekend... Had plans to go to the aquarium, but they got washed away literally... Fuckin Harbor was flooded and all kindsa other bullshit, so we went to see Sin City... WORST FUCKING MOVIE EVER! Don't let anyone tell you this piece of shit movie is good, cause its crap. I literally fell asleep about an hour into it. Thank god they gave us a refund. What did I do Sunday... hmmm.. Can't remember... OH YEA! I was suppose to order Wrestlemania but Comcast were a bunch of dumbfucks and that also fell through...

So lets talk about last night.. Flash to around 1:30 am... I'm laying in bed starting to fall asleep when all of a sudden I hear a helicopter... I think nothing of it because I live in the ghetto so helicopters ain't no thang... Well 5 minutes later the helicopter is shining its fuckin light right in my room... so I'm like "uhhh ok"... About 8 cop cars rolled up into my driveway and my mom started screaming "OMG CHAD WTF DID YOU DO OMGoOSESBBQ!"

I ain't gonna lie ya all... at this point I was scared. Well about 5 minutes later I see the cops start to get out the cars and I'm just like "shit"... Well the good news is they weren't after me... No idea wtf happened but they pulled some guy over and all I heard was the helicopter megaphone saying "The weapon is in the trunk!" Nothing else really happened, but I lost a nice two hours worth of sleep from that shit.

Oh well I'm out.

chadrox@gmail.com — Wed, 30 Mar 2005 03:02:08 GMT

So I saw a preview for a bullshit remake of a horror movie classic. Paris Hilton and a bunch of other goobers are going to be starring in House of Wax. What a slap in the face that is. Its like getting Justin Timberlake to remake Bone Thug's E.1999, or getting Lindsay Lohan to play Jason Vorhees. The problem isn't necessarily the remake... or the goober "actors"/WB Superstars... its the fact that most people don't even know of the original House of Wax. Most people will be seeing the movie because there favorite teen heart throbs will be in.

Man I don't know why that struck my nerves so hard.

chadrox@gmail.com — Sun, 20 Mar 2005 17:04:00 GMT

So last night everyone went up to Ash's memorial for her 2 year... anniversary? I'm not sure what to call it. The memorial looked absolutely beautiful. After that was Meeker's party... Good fuckin times. Ended up crashing on Meeker's couch and took Robb to work this mornin, hopefully he don't get fired. Oh well, time to shower up and over Heather's house.

chadrox@gmail.com — Thu, 17 Mar 2005 15:14:37 GMT

Went to the Psychopathic Allstars Tour last night and met up with Derek and Joey once I got there. It was a pretty bad ass show... I have no fuckin clue who the opening act was and all they did was scream... they blew. F.I.L.T.H.E.E. Immigrants came out next and fuckin ROCKED! Then all the Psychopathic people came out. Blaze and ABK were just fuckin dandy.

It was mad crazy... I've never been that close to a mosh pit and people were just fuckin going nuts. Derek, Joey, and Myself were just getting all kindsa tossed around. At one point I had just lit up a cigerette and this kid was going crowd surfing and he kicke me in the head and I ducked so I didn't get hit more... well when I ducked the kid came flying over me and landed right on his face. I almost died laughing.

It was good to see Derek and Joey again, haven't seen them in a long ass time. Derek said there is something going on at Overlea for Ashley on Saturday. He said it'll probably start when it starts gettin dark. So there ya go for those of you that read this and were wondering.

chadrox@gmail.com — Sun, 13 Mar 2005 15:49:34 GMT

I've been thinking about alot lately, and I've realized I miss alot of people... I miss ALL the people I used to hang with, so if your reading this and think I don't miss talking to you/hanging out with you, your wrong.

Life was so much easier when all I had to do was wake up and go to school... never had to worry about money. My friends made me feel rich even when I was dead ass broke. I NEVER thought I'd miss high school, but damn I'd trade with ANYONE in high school right now. I guess its just all part of growing up.

Let me get off this depression spiral and jump onto happier thoughts... I did manage to snag a promotion at work, so starting this thursday I will no longer be cleaning monkey shit... I got promoted to Animal Care. Thank frickin god. I seriously need to get registered for college cause I can't stand not having a direction in my life.

And on that note I'm out... Lets see how many people actually do this.. If you read this, leave me a comment just to let me know how you've been... Doesn't have to be long at all, hell even a simpe "fine" will do.